Pain

Today has been a climactic day.  For he past few days, I’ve been experiencing what for me is a hallmark of my fibromyalgia:  neck pain.  In fact, that’s what first took me to the doctor over 14 years ago.  Today the pain has been nearly unbearable, leaving me feeling nauseous and like I could scream.  Nothing has helped:  Tylenol with Codeine, heat, ice pack, muscle relaxant.  My neck muscles, in addition to hurting, are sore as if they’ve been used in strenuous exercise.  45 minutes ago I gave in and took one of my heavy duty pain killers.  Little relief yet.

This is what makes caring for my husband difficult:  my own pain can be so overwhelming and debilitating that I can’t focus on Phil.  Thankfully, I didn’t have to get him to any appointments today, although we did miss church.

Well, I have until Wednesday to feel better.  I will be praying for relief.

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