I had a horrible moment of panic earlier tonight when I thought about my husband having left this earth for his heavenly home, and my being left alone because my daughters were married and no longer living in the area. I had to stop myself and remember that I don’t know what the future holds for me or my children. The verses in Proverbs 3 came to my mind:
Trust in the LORD with
ALL your heart,
and DO NOT
lean on your own understanding.
In ALL your ways
acknowledge him,
and he will make straight your paths.
~ Proverbs 3: 5 – 6 (ESV)
Also, from the apostle Paul:
Do not be anxious about anything,
but in everything
by prayer and supplication
with thanksgiving
let your requests be made known to God.
And the peace of God,
which surpasses all understanding,
will guard your hearts and your minds
in Christ Jesus.
~ Philippians 4: 6 – 7 (ESV)
I know I quoted this verse yesterday, but it bears repeating. I do not know the future, so I must leave it in God’s hands!
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Sometimes the fear builds up, but we don’t know what will happen — we have to try to keep faith that things will work out the way they’re supposed to be and not let fear drag us into a pit. There are still moments from time to time where I wonder what will happen if I am all alone for the rest of my life. My youngest is the last one home and soon he will be on his own too. But I also know I’m stronger for having had these experiences of loss. I wish you the best.